I had bought a nice birthday cake, gave her a better phone and a nice custom designed birthday card (I'm a graphic designer and to this day I think that card was the best artwork I've ever designed. To celebrate, she spent the day with me at my apartment. The first actual gift I gave her and the most romantic thing I did was on her birthday, about 6 months into the relationship. I can't really hold a conversation with anyone besides her for more than 30mins ).īut I really never really gave her nice gifts or take her on any romantic dates. Yea, I'm nice to her and can make her smile and laugh and we can talk all day about anything (for me this is impressive because I'm socially awkward as fuck. When I asked her why she loved me she told me that it's because of how I treat her. I just don't understand why she would actually love me. If there was actually more to it than just pity, I really don't know. Damn, like right now I don't even know what would have been better - if I didn't ask her or if she said no. I really think that since the day I asked her to be mine, she only said yes because she felt pity for me.
I just wasted almost 2 years of her life because she could have easily found someone more attractive and richer than me. I knew that I wasn't worth having a girlfriend or someone to tell me I love you in the first place. My girlfriend will probably dump me soon because I'm a pathetic excuse of a man.
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